2010

Aaahhh ..so its finally 2010 !

A new year ! with so much thoughts , so much to do , my hands just couldn't wait to see what it could work out , my brain cannot seem to stop thinking of new ideas , my eyes cannot stop seeing things and wants to catch more for the size of its vision is always expanding , and my heart cannot stop hoping for more to come this year ! What else should i do and where do i start first?

I feel my mind and heart tickling me telling me to start off now ! I'm tempted to ready to see ,learn and do so many , and when the question of the New Year's resolution come across my mind i cannot choose one for there's an uncountable amount of number of things i cannot wait to do !

I cannot wait to learn to sculpt , learn to read music notes , come up with more of my own music , stories , to paint more than only a pair of eyes itself can see , but one that a heart can feel , to bring life to a character which doesn't exist only behind the glass , but in reality to interact with many , i cannot wait to meet and talk with new people whom i can share my interests with , i cannot wait to see more of the outside world and there's just so many many more that i don't know how to list them all nor typing them all in order that i just love them all so much !


Right now ..at this moment , with nothing yet to start off with year 2010 , and with only my bare hands , i'll be venturing into my own journey of excitement this year ! Oh , there will be many whom i will meet , and to ask help for , or to lend a hand if i could , and to walk together .. ready to embrace for what's to come next .

Here i come 2010 !!!!

So ..its Saturday :)
Can't believe i took 3-4 naps in just a day within 8 hours , well .. i'm extraordinary tired i don't know why ..
Went to MPH last Thursday to go looking around for some books (Whatever book catches my eye) , Ended up in the Self-Help section . I always find myself ending up in the self-help corner .. I just love lingering around this corner .. and i can stay around for a few hrs just flipping through the books , there are way many good books to see , and i picked up Tony Buzan's "Creative Intelligence" book , only read the 1st chapter as for now , but its going good so far ..

Its amazing to know how inspirational ppl think , when you're able to look deep into their thoughts , watch how every roots and nerves connects to each other , see how it functions , when scratch comes to life , its just great learning from them . Its really opening up your mind and receiving from the masters , ready to make a change in your life , be it little , let it come gradually , watch your life turn into the one you desire .

Good Night :)

Alright , so ..i just came back from an Orchestra at Philharmonic Klcc , and i had to say its stunningly beautiful ...and i got struck in my head hard when i hear the performer play "Cinema Paradiso" ...The reason why i started picking up violin classes ..

why on earth did i ever gave up on violin class ?? i shuldnt think i'm too old for it rite ..i stopped the class at age 20 , for what ? tired ? not a good excuse ... nthgs stronger than the passion in you rite ? although i still continue playing the violin , without attending classes , i tend to pile up with lotsa bad habits ...violin starts slipping of my shoulder , cant swap my fingers in an accurate position and just way too many more to explain .. and i dont believe it when ppl say " you'll be good only when you learn since a kid ".. thats rubbish .. nothings too late to learn ... i've to find ways back to re-attend classes ..i'm 21 , and i believe passion + believe + practice would lead me to where i wanna be .. no one's gonna tell me i'm wasting my time or boo me off ..

Alright ... i made a vow to myself , All to doooo before January ...

1) Get a pc digital keyboard plug in so i could start composing :D
2) Get Done with Splash Project (before end of this month)
3) Get Done with "Untitled" ( Hehe ..a short film im working on with vid footages i filmed while in India )

Hah ...this is proof ..cant back up now :P

The purpose of being a community of animal rights activist is to help spread the awareness and protect the animal's right , yes , no ? What's the use to be a part of the community while all you post is only the good thing but not the bad thing which happens to animal ? I just can't understand why are ppl being so paranoid about it and if you really wanna help raise awareness then accept the fact that all this is happening in our world rather than be a part of the animal rights activist community and hide all the suffering the animals had gone through ..thats not gonna help ..

Finally I'm back at Malaysia ..
what could i say ? It feels like home ...
In my own room , my own pc , own musical instruments ..

Whats empty inside of me now is the people i've met over there in India ,
I'm missing them alot .. the place and etc ..
I've met many great ppl i would never forget , I've learn from the ppl over there ,
I've learnt many , and loved many .. i never thought i would love India this much at the first place , its too good ..
ALL that i've seen , met , learned , i wouldn't forget ..

I am happy i went there , and met ppl over there , made friends with them , and i'm also happy cuz i know i'm going back there again defenitely .. And there's many more places to explore over there ..

I'm thanking everybody who made all these possible ..from the day i got the interview , the offer , the probation , and being accepted , anybody who's involved in it , no matter who you are , or whatever small little things u did which made a change for good , helped me earn what i had today ..

"Thank You & I love you all , god bless"

And Ohkay !

Back to Malaysia now , 2 things i regreted ,laugh all you want :)
- I Missed Taj Mahal (It was so stupid of me)
- I should have bought A.R.Rahman's concert ticket for collection (even thou it means missing the concert)

Those 2 above , but for Taj Mahal , i'm defenitely going there ! And for A.R.Rahman , i hope he comes to Malaysia , if not ..i'm gonna fly to somewhere he's performing the concert ..somewhere possible for me to reach at least :(

He's having his "JAI HO" concert today at Hyderabad , near Rajiv Gandhi airport , 6pm India time .. I wonder how's it like ..its gonna be awesome ..hope someone posts the video of it , or i can see the DVD displaying on the rack at the video store, Love u A.R.Rahman ..you're awesome ..

Anyway , i'm gonna have to prepare for lotsa stuffs , gonna go back to my Music composition i didn't finish for a looong time , Splash Project , my India Short Film :D , and also Back to WORK on Monday !! :)

Love u all ! Good Night !! :)

Its 6th October now and i will be leaving India on the 16th of October back to Malaysia ..The 2 months of which i spent over here has been wonderful and i've met so many people and made new friends , learnt new things , i met people who shares the same hobby and interest as me , and so ever passionate , so dedicated , so inspiring and all.

I'm glad i met them all and going back on the 16th now seemed a little too fast that i wanna spend some more time with them , but on the other hand , its also time to go , Miss my family and friends back there.

Going back home will not change the fact of what i've seen and learnt , whom i've met and whom i've admired and looked up to. I will always admire and will still learn from the people here , and i'll never forget the time i've spent with the people here.

It'll be another 10 more days here in India and i'll make the most out of it.
See ya ~ Good Night India :-D