Sad things kept happening repeatedly ..
Its worse when you cannot be there to listen to them talk , to comfort them , all you can do is just to say "i feel so sorry for you etc" which doesn't make anything better ..
Don't like the way i'm changing..seems more defensive and rude already ..or maybe all the while i am , but just to make myself look better i pretend i'm not ?? i don't know me anymore ...T^T