I feel so empty today . Like there's nothing inside me .
Woke up in the morning and was dizzy , because i sleep late everyday.i should stop doing this , its killing meee . In the afternoon i tried to paint something but nothing came out and my eyes felt tired looking at the pc for too long . Then at night i invited my friends to speed paint but they had something to do , so i painted on my own instead . and i cant PAINT anythinggggg . Sleeping late has become my bad habit . Everyday i sleep around 2-3.30 and when i wake up i feel like a jelly , no matter how many times the alarm rang i shut them off , i've tried putting my alarm clock into places where i will have to walk for to shut them off , tried the toilet , the cupboard , on top of the cupboard , drawer , but instead of waking me up i felt more tired and more eager to shut the alarm off so i could get back to sleep. And now i think the only solution is to sleep early everyday which is HARD for me . I feel like a day wasted if i slept early like 10 or 11 , but ppl keep telling me i'm not wasting them if i sleep around 10 and wake up around 6 , so i could use the 6-9 as a replacement for my usual 10-1 at night . I hope this works thou :<
So i'm gonna sleep now . 1:30 (30 mins earliar than the usual time) nights ! :D